Before Work

by Katie

I was gearing up for a crazy busy week at work. I knew that I would be tempted to rely on my own strength and get-er-done attitude rather than resting in Christ. I kept thinking of John 15, the chapter about abiding in Christ, so I went there and began journaling what I could learn from it. 

Here's the passage, with some of my favorite parts in bold. :)

John 15 (ESV)
1 I am the true vine, and my Father is the vinedresser.
2 Every branch in me that does not bear fruit he takes away, and every branch that does bear fruit he prunes, that it may bear more fruit.
3 Already you are clean because of the word that I have spoken to you.
4 Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit by itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in me.
5 I am the vine; you are the branches. Whoever abides in me and I in him, he it is that bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing.
6 If anyone does not abide in me he is thrown away like a branch and withers; and the branches are gathered, thrown into the fire, and burned.
7 If you abide in me, and my words abide in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you.
8 By this my Father is glorified, that you bear much fruit and so prove to be my disciples.
9 As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Abide in my love.
10 If you keep my commandments, you will abide in my love, just as I have kept my Father's commandments and abide in his love.
11 These things I have spoken to you, that my joy may be in you, and that your joy may be full.

It's such an awesome passage. Here's what I learned as I was looking ahead to a wild week:

Point #1: As I abide in Christ (read: keep His word in view, think of Him and talk with Him throughout the day, and rely on His strength, not my hustle), HE will bring much fruit.

Point #2: If I don't abide in Christ, I cannot bear fruit. So it's a must.

Point #3: God will be glorified as I abide in Him this week. This is the best part! All that I am doing, as I abide in Christ, will bring fruit, and that WILL bring glory to God. SO AWESOME!!

Point #4: I can rest in His promises and in the awesome knowledge of His love, no matter the crazy task that's upon me.

Point #5: Knowing all of this will channel His joy into me so that it overflows to others.

and finally, Point #6:  If I abide in Him and His words abide in me, then I can ask WHATEVER I wish and He will grant it. So, trusting that I am abiding in Him, what shall I ask?

After journaling, I opened my Chrome browser and used my Mindful app to type out this passage, so every time I'd open a new browser tab, I'd be reminded of it. Toward the end of the week I could see myself slipping into relying on my own hustle - it's so hard for me not to do that! And at the same time I felt my joy slipping. But God is gracious, and brought me back to remember His truth when I called a timeout (otherwise known as, Sunday rolled around).

I'd asked some specific things (goal numbers for a project at work), and He over and above answered those. "Ask whatever you wish." And, He also gave me a glimpse beyond the numbers of how the work I am doing is helping reach people with His truth. "My Father is glorified when you bear much fruit and so prove to be my disciples."

So, my question for you: Are you abiding in Christ, or not? And if you are - what big things (or little things!) are you asking Him for?

Such an awesome God we serve! Let's remember Him as we head into our work, knowing that by abiding in Him, we can't help but bring Him glory and be successful in an eternal way.

Wrestle

You know that moment when someone says or does something and it’s as if they hit a tripwire? Your emotional sirens instantly start going off. The camera of life pans out and you feel like a fly on the wall of your own life – forced to wrestle yourself back to sane reality.

I’ve had two of those recently. Both times I knew the wise response needed, but something was screaming on the inside. It’s as if half my brain was fighting the other. I can’t win in a fight against myself, only Truth allows me to still come out on top.  

As I brought my distraught self to the Lord, He loving gave me a new perspective. All of the negative, yuck feelings were replaced with peace, compassion, and grace. I no longer felt trapped by the circumstances, but was allowed to see a bigger picture of what God was doing.  It was never about me! (I had siblings; you’d think I would’ve learned life doesn’t revolve around me. I still forget.) God was allowing me to be on the sidelines of His work. Where God is at work there are always people involved – so it might be messy – but I shouldn’t take that personally.

Isaiah 26:3 You will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast, because they trust in you.  

Boomerang Advice

Boomerang Advice
– when your own advice becomes exactly what you need to hear. In helping someone else, you remind yourself of truth hidden away in the recesses of your mind.

There’s something about fall, responsibilities slows down and I begin to reevaluate. What am I doing and what SHOULD I be doing with my life? What am I putting on hold or giving up for something else? I begin to question everything- my job, where I live, my life goals and dreams, my friendships, and the amount of Jesus in my life.

Reevaluation also seems to come at a time when my relationship with God is drifting. Maybe it’s God’s way of helping me to reset. In giving someone else encouragement, I was reminded how much I need God. Yet so often I revert back to doing life on my own, in my own strength. I start wandering, seeking fulfillment in other things, when all along He is patiently waiting, calling me back to himself. Then after I exhaust my other options, I come running back to Him. Why, in the world do I wait so long? It’s time to take my own advice – as weird as that sounds. 😊